this feels weird.
jac blogging on a sat night watching tv all alone.

yada yada yada, i'm not gg into how much i miss my baby FIRST, instead i'll tell you how my day was spent.

junyan told me about his workplace at raffles basement roxy last night on msn, and i was totally thrilled. why?
first, i'm so into these surf shops and i was actually thinking if they had any staff discounts. second, work sounds fun especially when i need extra money for the festive season. third, i'm so wanting to find out how selling stuffs feels like, the experience. and lastly, i think i can just stay in the shop and ogle at the pretty stuffs daily (:

so i asked him to help me ask if there's still any vacancies and da bro said they'll schedule me for interview! YEA~
i hope to hear from him soon again, i'm so damn excited lah. yes, at the same time i still promise to go for trngs and my runs and to study also. i'm so gonna draw out my timetable soon and i'm happy that trngs are more or less confirmed on mon and thurs alr (:

was out to bugis this afternoon to get presents and yz talked me into getting that black blazer which was on sale at esprit. before discount was $129.90 and after, $69.90. i feel old in the blazer but it's cool leh, i like the cutting and i'm thinking if i were to wear it over super basic apparel like sleeveless and shorts/skirt plus slippers, it'll be okay right! or would i look like i stole it from my mum's cupboard! =O it was a good buy anyway, material's good and the buttons are nice too (:
but now, i'm broke, which isn't very good, actually it's bad i'll say. ):

songs are playing, i'm feeling the x'mas atmosphere already!
x'mas has always been smth i look forward to every year, i like it when i hear the carols and the decorations being put up, plus it's even more so when i met baby last x'mas(: okay, i'll not go into that today. and the little gifts you receive from one another and it's the warmth overall, not forgetting that i have very memorable x'mases, remembering the one down orchard road and my junior, yuhui's super big house where we had our party at and the one at jay's house last year. i'm so looking forward to the one this year!! (:

got home to put the presents and changed before gg over to godmum's place for some rc gathering kinda thingy. mostly it was those aunties and ahmas and ahgongs and grandchildren, i just sat around talking to mum and playing with my little godsis. went over cause goddaddy was the organizer this time round, not too bad, i had kachang puteh to eat! ha.

not good not good, i'm having sorethroat now and i've still got trng at ccab tmr):

okay, now i'll tell you why it's not easy without baby here.
it's like someone close suddenly gets out of your life, like *poof* and gone. i don't get to contact him and it's weird when i don't get his smses and now i'm willing to even sit in front of him and let him rant about his army stuff if he's here. looking frm this pt of view, it's 240hrs not contacting him. worse off than someone gg overseas, maybe he only need like the most a day for travelling and he'll contact you alr. but then again, being overseas means not seeing him for a longer time, so i'll rather this 10 days.

actually i see no sense in my above paragraph, i can't make sense of what i'm talking also.
the point is that the army is stupid to keep my baby in the jungle for 10days lah, but then again i think it's good to train up these stupid boys. AIYAH, i'm sounding so mixed up.

i miss him alot, yes, that is it and just it.
4 more days.


*JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!*
***************************************** bluetoothed over.
eh, the jungle have bluetooth right?!